John V. Panella's
understanding and grasp of theology and Biblical truths is quite remarkable
considering the trials he had to endure during the first months of his life. He
was born with cerebral brain damage and was given up on by the doctors. He often
had convultions, and for 18 months he was a living vegetable unable to do
anything. During that time his parents were looking into religious beliefs, and
found a church that believed in Faith healing. They were not particularly
religious but thought they had nothing to lose, because John was either going to
die or spend the rest of his life in the vegetative condition. One of the
ministers of this church did a laying on of hands, and he was healed instantly.
As John grew he spent 30 years in various Christian organizations, including
some theological training in College. He was searching for something that made
sense, because he had not found the answers within orthodox religion. He began
to develop his own gnosis. Part of it was that the Bible along with other great
works of literature were created to expose a secret mystery using analogies,
types, and metaphors. These things were not meant to be taken literally, but
figuratively and mystically.
John had personally been experiencing what would be defined as paranormal
activities that had existed in his life from a youth, never really understanding
the purpose for these strange occurrences because he wasn't able to place these
activities in the world of religion in which he was raised. In time he realized
that these happenings were teaching him a greater reality about God versus the
limited reality of religion. After the death of his parents John began to take
this new gnosis seriously.
It took a great deal of belief and faith to hold on to his unorthodox beliefs,
because around 1986 he became very ill with liver and heart damage. He believes
this was caused in part by inner turmoil. He had been battling over religious
differences in his church, and the persecution of others who could not
understand. This caused him to drink heavily for 6 years as he tried to escape
the turmoil he was being put through. In 1986 he sensibly realized that alcohol
was not the answer and quit drinking totally, but extreme damage had already
been done. For 2 years he was on his death bed with no strength to fight the
circumstances. He attributes his recovery to his faith and the will of God and
his indestructible spirit. When he realized what was happening he left the
church that had been a major part of his life, and entered the world of
metaphysical teachings. From that point his health improved, and his knowledge
of the mysteries began.
If you would like to contact John, please send correspondence to:
John V. Panella
Box 712
Springdale, UT 84767
Website: thegnosticpapers.org
or email him at panella@thegnosticpapers.org